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Riding with a head full of buckets of red and when its said its still stuck in my head mislead, thinking of the things that would make you never want to come back when I run from that to a place where I can’t find you at. Being trapped in this with you, something that I never wanted to do, through it all you got to see that where I want to be is at the pen again, letting it out of me at the center of a day and a dream. Realming my thoughts getting lossed in between, realized that I want and the way that it seems is a killer then a killer with a head full of screams.
CHORUS
I wanna live in another place where no one can say that I live for this
(yall see that its not even meant to be)
I wanna be the engergy, not with the enemy, a place for my head.
We’re stuck when it starts… we’ll all be crushed when it falls apart, row another hallow. Hoping that you won’t know the strain that it puts to me, see what you’ve done and consequently. I runaway and just hitting again within the boundries of the nameless, don’t want me to say this? but your dragging me down, getting lossed in the chaos being tossed around. Singing within myself, a head full of hectic, hope some day that you’ll regret this, everything is the wrong place and the wrong time, to be added to the pen of my confine.
REPEAT CHORUS
you try to take the best of me.. stay away (x3)
you try to take the best of me.. GO AWAY (x5)
REPEAT CHORUS
Just…Go… Away
Singing within myself, a head full of hectic, hope some day that you’ll regret this,
everything is the wrong place and the wrong time, to be added to the pen of my confine. (x2)
(So.. what do you think?)
What do I do to ignore whats behind me?, Do I follow my fate to escape blindly? Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I let it go and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust none and live in loneliness? The sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men, I make the right turns but im lost within, I put on my daily facade but then, I just end up getting hurt again By Myself…
CHORUS
Myself!, I ask why!, (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself, (Myself!),
I ask why (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself!
I can’t hold on! (to what I want when I’m stretched so thin)
It’s all too much to take in, I can’t hold on (when im against you, I cant win)
with thoughts of failure sinking in…
If i turn my back, in defensless and to give into fate seems sensless, If I hide my pride I lie sleepless, and won’t be able to cope with my weakness. If I (If I) let them go, Ill be out done, but If I (If I), try to catch them, I’ll be out run, If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer, then I’ll be burried in the silence of an answer.. all By Myself!
REPEAT CHORUS
How do you think.. that I’ve lost so much.. always afriad.. that I’m out of touch.. how do you expect?, that I will know what to do.. when all I know, is what you tell me too..
Don’t you (know) I can’t tell you how to make it (work) no matter what I do, how hard I try (Try) I can’t seem to convince myself (why) I’m stuck on the outside, don’t you (know) I can’t tell you how to make it (work) no matter what I do, how hard I try (Try) I can’t seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside!
REPEAT CHORUS x2
she can’t hide no matter how hard she tries her secret disguised behind the lies
and at night she crys away her pride with eyes shut tight staring at her insides
all her friends know why she can’t sleep at night all her family asking is she alright
all she wants to do is get rid of this hell well all she’s got to do is stop kiddin herself,
she can only fool herself for so long! (she can only fool herself for so long!)
she can only fool herself for so long!
are you too weak to face me?
CHORUS
i never know, just why you run, so far away, far away from me…
i never know, just why you run, so far away, far away from me…
when it comes to how to live his life he can’t be told, says he got everything under control,
thinks he knows he’s not a problem he’s stuck with, but in reality it would be a problem to just quit,
an addict and he can’t hold the reigns, the pain is worse cause his friends have it the same,
tries to slow down the problem he’s got, but can’t get off the carousel untill he makes it stop,
he can only fool himself for so long, (he can only fool himself for so long!)
he can only fool himself for so long…
are you too weak to face me?
REPEAT CHORUS
Part away with the wings I gave you,
try to fly to me and I’ll save you
Part away with the wings I gave you,
try to fly to me and I’ll save you
Just Follow me!
I never know just why you run! (and I’ll show you what you want to see)
(Just Follow me)
So Far away, away from me (and I’ll show you what you want to see)
REPEAT CHORUS x2
Oh!, I Hate You So Much Right Now!!!!!!
CHORUS
Crawling in my skin!, these wounds they will not heal!, fear is how I fall!, confusing what is real!
There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface (beneath the surface).. consuming (consuming),
confusing (confusing). This lack of self-control I’ve felt so all along (so all along). Controling (controlling), I can’t seem… to find the strength within, my walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence, i’m convinced that theres just too much pressure to take) i’ve felt this way before, so insecure…
REPEAT CHORUS
Discomfort endlessly has laid itself upon me (itself upon me)… distracting (distracting), reacting (reacting)
… against my will I stand beside my own reflection (my own reflection).. its haunting (its haunting), how I can’t
seem…to find the strength within, my walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence, im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take) i’ve felt this way before, so insecure!
Raindrops put the rhythem on the pavement… and drip from the blacktop into the basement.
Traces of the rain provade this, to erase your hate and take this from the fakeness. (x4)
(to find the strength within, my walls are closing in… i’ve felt this way before, so insecure…)
REPEAT CHORUS x2
BRIDGE
From the top to the bottom! (from the bottom to the top I stop) at the core Im forgotten (in the middle of my thoughts) taking far from my safety (so im bright in the sky) but the sun will escape me (so why did I try)
REPEAT BRIDGE
Thread through the needle, middle to end, when the sky’s cock back, a shock that which can’t defend. The rain that sends dripping acidic questions. Forcefully, the power of suggestion… then with the eyes tightly shut, looking throught the rust and the rotten dust, a spot of life floods the floor, pours itself upon a world of pretend, when the eyes ease open, then its dark again.
REPEAT BRIDGE x2
CHORUS
In a minute you’ll find me, eyes burning up. You say you’ll never forget me… but the lies… they pile on up.
Moving all around, screaming of the ups and downs… pollution manifested in perpetual sound, and as wheels go round and the sunset creeps past the street lamps, cars, chain-link, and concrete…a window then grows and captures the eye, cries out a yellow light as it passes it by. A small black figure sits in front of a box, inside of the box of rocks with the needles on top, nothing stops in this land of pain.. the same lose, not knowing they were a part of the game and then the insides change and the box stays the same, its a shame, shovel up the pieces of the pain.. you can try to hide yourself in this world of pretend, when the papers crumbled up, it can’t be perfect again.
REPEAT BRIDGE x2
REPEAT CHORUS
Now I got you caught in the act, you better step back. I’m telling you that I see right through you. (x7)
(Are you afraid of me too?)
REPEAT CHORUS
Fade CHORUS…
(It Starts with one..)
One, and it complies until you can taste the sun…and burned by the sky you try to take it from. Crumbling down, its so un-real their dealing you in to the term in your end.. and sending you back again, the places you’ve been and bending your will till it breaks you within and still they fill their eyes (fill their eyes), with the twilight, through the skylight, in the highlights on a frame of steel. See the brightness of your likeness as I right this on a pad with the way I feel. Hear the screaming, in my dreaming, as its seeming that you’ve played your part, like your heartless, take a part of this, in the darkness…. but i know that I’ve tried so hard.
CHORUS
I tried so hard!, and got so far! But in the end!, It doesn’t even matter!, I had to fall, to lose it all, but in the end, it doesn’t even matter…
I’ve looked down the line and whats there is not ought to be.. held back by the battles they’ve faught for me calling me to be part of their property and now I see that I get no chance, I get no break…fakes and snakes quickly lead to mistakes. As as the tightrope within slowly starts to thin I can only hope that they close their eyes.. to the twilight, through the skylight, in the highlights on a frame of steel. See the brightness of your likeness as I right this on a pad with the way I feel. Hear the screaming, in my dreaming, as its seeming that you’ve played your part, like your heartless, take a part of this, in the darkness…. but i know that I’ve tried so hard.
REPEAT CHORUS
I’ve put my trust in you… pushed as far as I can go.. for all this, there’s only one thing you should know… (x3)
REPEAT CHORUS
Part of me won’t go away, everyday reminded how much I hate it, Weighted against the consequences, Can’t live without it so it’s senseless, Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole, by myself.. im taking control of my situation, responsible for inscreation, Hang my head low ’cause it’s part of me, Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me, Heard of me the routine scar, New cuts cover where the old ones are, And now I’m sick of this, I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away on my sanity I rather not even be then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me…
BRIDGE
Cut myself free !!!
willingly stop just what’s killing me (x4)
CHORUS
I feel it everyday, I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me
((freedom can be frightening if you’ve never felt it…))
Once it’s been dealt with you feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic, And then melted down into a pool of peace, Cease to be the animal you used to be, Readicate the pain of pollution, feel the rain of resolution And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can’t let be memories of the last fight to free yourself, Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well so you know you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart, Where your insides bruise, You can live if you’re willing to, Put a stop to just what’s killing you.
REPEAT BRIDGE
REPEAT CHORUS
This part of me won’t away!
Part Of Me Won’t go away!
(I feel it everyday, I feel I made my way, I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside swallowing me)
REPEAT CHORUSx2
(Forfiet the game before somebody else takes you out of the frame, puts your name to shame, cover up your face you cant run the race the pace is to fast you just won’t last)
You love the way… I look at you, while taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through. You take away, if I give in.. My life, my pride is broken.
CHORUS
Forfiet the game before somebody else takes you out of the frame, puts your name to shame, cover up your face you cant run the race the pace is to fast you just won’t last
I won’t believe a word you say… I count the peices by the sound of everty breath you take… so mean to love, see right through.. my life, my pride, is stronger.
REPEAT CHORUSx2
Its time to sink or swim..
Its time to sink or swim…
It’s time to sink or swim… to see who gets scared when the lights go dim (x3)
REPEAT CHORUSx2
(Forfiet the game, stop the talk show.. product of what.. your tought to know. Forfiet the game, cause tomorrow, when its all done, you reap what you sowe.)
You love the way… I look at you, while taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through. You take away, if I give in.. My life, my pride is broken!
CHORUS
You like to think your never wrong (you live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like your someone (you live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you(you live what you’ve learned)
You wanna share what you’ve been through! (you live what you’ve learned)
You love the things, I say I do. The way I hurt myself again just to get back at you.. you take away when I give in… My life!, my pride!, is broken!
REPEAT CHORUS
yo, yo… Forfiet the game, stop the talk show.. product of what.. your tought to know. Forfiet the game, cause tomorrow, when its all done, you reap what you sowe.
Forfiet the game, stop the talk show.. product of what.. your tought to know. Forfiet the game, cause tomorrow, when its all done, you reap what you sowe.
REPEAT CHORUS
You like to think your never wrong (forfeit the game)(you live what you learn)
You have to act like your someone (forfeit the game)(you live what you learn)
You want someone to hurt like you (forfeit the game)(you live what you learn)
You wanna share what you’ve been through! (you live what you learn)
I have a dream
Of a scene between the green hills
Clouds pull away and the sunlight’s revealed
People don’t talk about keeping it real
It’s understood that they actually will
And intoxicated and stimulated emcees
Staring in the trees
Paranoid
Are gone in the breeze
Watch them flee
Hip hop heads
Take a walk with me
And what you’ll see is a land
Where the sand’s made of crushed up wax
And the sky beyond you is krylon blue
And everybody speaks in a dialect of rhyme
Emcees have left materialism behind them
Meanwhile I just grip my mic
And hope me and my team make it through alright
Because say what you will
And say what you might
But don’t ignore who it’s for
At the end of the night
Because this is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same old same
And dedicated to the people advancing the game
What’s real is the kids who know that something’s wrong
What’s real is the kids who think they don’t belong
What’s real is the kids who have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows waiting for the sun
I’ve seen a lot of shit
I’ve talked to a bum out on sunset strip
He asked me how would you feel
If everybody acted like you didn’t exist
You’d lose your grip
Probably eventually flip
So let it be known
The only reason that we do this
Is so you can pick it up
And just bang your head to it
While emcees fight to see who could be the commonest
We float overhead like a space odyssey monolith
Overseeing the game
Over being part of the same
Old thing it’s all gonna change
In a hurricane of darkness and pain
In acidic rain and promises you won’t do it again
Meanwhile I just grip my mic
And hope me and my team make it through alright
Because say what you will
And say what you might
But don’t ignore who it’s for
At the end of the night
Because this is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same old same
And dedicated to the people advancing the game
What’s real is the kids who know that something’s wrong
What’s real is the kids who think they don’t belong
What’s real is the kids who have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows waiting for the sun
Pulling me close the shadow is warm inside
This is where I feel at home this is my place to hide
Pulling me close the shadow is warm inside
This is where I feel at home this is my place to hide
This is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same old same
And dedicated to the people advancing the game
What’s real is the kids who know that something’s wrong
What’s real is the kids who think they don’t belong
What’s real is the kids who have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows waiting for the sun
This is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same old same
And dedicated to the people advancing the game
What’s real everybody who doesn’t feel safe
What’s real everybody who knows they’re out of place
What’s real everybody with nowhere to run
Who will hide from the shadows waiting for the sun
Won't be long 'til everybody knows
I've seen her smiling
The sunlight is shining on her now
She couldn't stay here
She knows you won't let her down
You know she couldn't stay here with you
You know she had to go
Even though she couldn't stay here with you
You know you're not alone
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
I see her shining
The sunlight's crying for her now
She wouldn't stay here
She knows you won't let her down
You know she couldn't stay here with you
You know she had to go
Even though she couldn't stay here with you
You know you're not alone
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
Won't be long 'til everybody knows
Won't be long 'til everybody knows
Won't be long 'til everybody knows
Won't be long 'til everybody knows
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
(Won't be long 'til everybody knows)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(You know she couldn't stay here with you)
She knew she had to go all along
(You know she had to go)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(You know she couldn't stay here with you)
She knew she had to go all along
(You know she had to go)
